We all pay the price inevitably ... with interest.
I can't begin to describe the internal battles that went through my head today. I went from complete blackness, racing anxiety concerning my future and if I would be able to make my amends to the people I have hurt.
Without being over dramatic, I did my best to relinquish control to something else. What this something else was, I don't know. I have been trying to convince myself that I need to give up my desire to fill the voids that people and things once left.
I don't know if I made any head way, but I know I will be able to sleep tonight. One day at a time.
Oh yeah, fuck NJ. I got ticket by the Gestapo and paid $9 for a pack of cigarettes.
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